today is a new day, a new start. i want to be well and i cant live like this anymore. i want my life back, i want to hear only my voice inside my head. no more negativity, no more behaviors. im taking my life back.
i'm getting out, peace ♥
Sunday, January 2, 2011
Saturday, January 1, 2011
A New Year
Well Happy New Year first of all. I hope everyone had just a swell time last night, as I did. :]
Haha well, I go back to school on Monday. Can't wait to hear all the shit people are going to tell me! Fucckk it dood, like forr real. I don't are what they gonna say. I go to shool for me, and that's it. No guys there are the least bit interested in me, so why bother trying.
Hopefully I'm getting two eighths tomorrow, I ♥ Budd! :]
Or if not then I'll start working out, I've got to get into shape for softball.
I'm at my grandma's house right now, and I really wish I brought a book to read. Does anyone know of any good inspiring authors? Like Dr. Wayne Dyer, his books are so amazing about inner peae and spirituality. If you know of anyone else who is good, please do let me know! :]
My resolution is to keep this updated as much as possible, at least five days a week. I want this year to be my recovery. I want to keep track of everything and how I'm feeling. Last night I ate and kept it in me. My mom showed up last night yelling at me about my recent potassium test I had to take. 3.3 when it should be a 4.0 and anything below a four I could go into caridiacarrest, and I don't want that.
I want to be well. I want to fight this, and I know I can't do it alone. Anyone with me?
Haha well, I go back to school on Monday. Can't wait to hear all the shit people are going to tell me! Fucckk it dood, like forr real. I don't are what they gonna say. I go to shool for me, and that's it. No guys there are the least bit interested in me, so why bother trying.
Hopefully I'm getting two eighths tomorrow, I ♥ Budd! :]
Or if not then I'll start working out, I've got to get into shape for softball.
I'm at my grandma's house right now, and I really wish I brought a book to read. Does anyone know of any good inspiring authors? Like Dr. Wayne Dyer, his books are so amazing about inner peae and spirituality. If you know of anyone else who is good, please do let me know! :]
My resolution is to keep this updated as much as possible, at least five days a week. I want this year to be my recovery. I want to keep track of everything and how I'm feeling. Last night I ate and kept it in me. My mom showed up last night yelling at me about my recent potassium test I had to take. 3.3 when it should be a 4.0 and anything below a four I could go into caridiacarrest, and I don't want that.
I want to be well. I want to fight this, and I know I can't do it alone. Anyone with me?
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