Haha yeah, second post within this twenty-four houred day. Is hour-ed a word?
Well it is now!
So just got back from my meeting with my therapist, Korrine. She's cool, like her a lot at first. Now since I came out about behaviors it's like what the fuck. I really can't stand her. She told me tonight that if I can't get my binging/purging under control on my own and with her help I will be put into residential. I almost died. Yeah, I think it's time to start bullshittin' my way through again, right Megan? RIGHT. Like for real, she made a copy of August's calender and told me to write how many behaviors each day, like tally them up, and fuck yeah I'm going to lie about it. Whatever yo, I'm done with eating disorder recovery. It's just not going to happen for me.
Other than that, I'm just chillen. Taking life day by day, each binge and purge by each binge and purge, often followed by another but ya'know. Hahah ;)
I'm really going to stop that. This girl JJ and I are fasting starting tomorrow, so I will definitely be posting about that. I'm not going to eat for a while. I know I won't because this time I've never felt so strongly on how I'm going to act.
I'm different now; I've changed. Believe me or not, I don't really care. All I'm going to do is prove everyone wrong. :)
I'm stronger than I've ever been before, and I'm on my way to complete happiness. ♥