Friday, May 14, 2010

so glad it's friday.

Well I was a little over 120 when I went to bed last night. I binged and purged every night this week, and I'm going to try my best not to tonight. My throat deserves a night off, hah. My softball season ended Wednesday with a nice win. Now I'm on JV until the 18th but only a game tonight and Tuesday. Finally I get a night off! Haha like every single day after school I had something to do with softball, and as much as I love it, it really gets tiring after a while. Especially loosing weight while working out so much really wore me out. No wonder whny I've been getting sick so often; my immune system is probably so so down and throwing up isn't helping it much either. I'm finally back down to 120, and nothing is going to stop me this time. If I binge I WILL get it back up. I'm going to try to fast today. No, let me correct that. I WILL fast today. I've done it before and I can do it again, and with school I'll loose even more.
I don't know what else to say. These keys are greasy, it's disgusting. I wonder who used this before me...well ew I don't think I want to know.
I want to partyyy this weekend, and maybe I'll get to :) I'll just save my calories for the alcohollll and it'll all be good. Now I can't wait! Hahah well how is everyone? I hope you're all doing well, leave me a nice little comment? :D
Have a good day everyone!


  1. i'd love a reason to get all glamed up, but nothing planned this weekend anyway.
    hope you have a lovely lovely weekend, and everything goes as planned. xo.

  2. Hey I just found your blog and I love it, you sound really cute. I hope your having a good weekend what ever your doing, I was out last night, but there was only alchopops which are stupidly filled with sugar so I only had the one, good enough night though. Hope your doing ok, and well done for getting back down to 120.
    Rachel x