First I want to say sorry for my break down yesterday, I'm usually not like that. But today was goodgoodgood :) - 123/124! I purged twice today, but what else is new. So I have nothing in me, and it feels great! I'm going to practice pitching in a little bit, then some more crunches before bed. I do about 100 every night; workin' on my soon-to-be-abs! Hahah well, someday abs. They're not even showing! But my ribs are, :) So I'm thinking about fasting tomorrow, for real this time. You know what I realized? And not to offend anyone at all, I'm bulimic myself, but bulimia is for the weak. it's for people who don't have self-control, and I want to gain self-control. I mean, don't you kinda agree with this? I'm not strong enough to resist food, so I indulge in it when i should really be avoiding it. Again, I'm sorry if that was mean, I don't mean to be mean in any way at all! :) Just a little thought of mine.
But back on the schedule for tomorrow; I'm going to fast, not eat. If I can make it through one day, I can make it through many many more. I'll write every time I want to eat, and if anyone ever needs anything I'm here for you. If you live in the U.S. I have texting and I would love to have more 'buddies' :) just email me for my number at firstname.lastname@example.org.
One last thing, I want to say thanks for my new followers! :D I hope you're all doing well and don't hesitate to comment me. I'd love to read what you have to say! :)