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I don't think I fasted Sunday, is it bad I don't really remember? Hah, yesterday just one binge, one purge. Today, My Birthdayy, :) Eh, I'm like stuck on 121. We ate cake and pizza but I just finished purging. I've come to realize, that bulimia and softball do not go well together, not what so ever. Today I was like about to pass out! It was terrible I was so nautious, just right after I ate half a granola bar, a bread stick, and a 100 calorie bag of pretzels. But thank God it was still in warming up for the game. I ended up pitching the whole game and we won! FINALLY! Haaha. I don't know what I'm going to do tomorrow. Maybe I'll bring a banana, I know I'm pitching again. I mean, not that I don't like to, no no no, I loveeee pitching, but at least give the other pitcher on my team a chance. Sure, she might not be as good as me, but seriously coach, just give her a chance! I feel bad, /: Ahh well. I may not be able to write as often, because school and softball every single day. I get home like after seven! It's terrible, seven is like my bedtime! Hahah not really, but I'm soso tired in the mornings. Well I still have homework to do, eewwwh. I'll try to keep this updated as much as I can! Hopefully next time I write I'll be 119! :)